About I want out

To hell with WASHINGTON, yah I had to break some laws to get to and from work every morning another month and everything would have been paid off in full, screw thier randonm traffic stops! I HATE THIS COUNTRY! I was born here in the US so I cant be deported, but with such a bad traffic record I cannot leave either. I am deep in debt roughly 40 grand between student loans and traffic fines I cant pay because I havent been able to hold a damn job longer than a year since i graduated highschool, I tried college thought furthering my education would help my prospects that was total BS I lost my funding for school because of the huge bottleneck in the financial aid system.

That put me three months behind on my rent waiting two months into my 7th term in school for back financial aid. I had to leave school to work, and the only offers for the degree I managed to earn were non existent so I went ahead and started working for labor ready and all they pay is minimum wage which was barely enough to cover absolutely nothing.  I eventually found a driving job hauling scrap that payed decently enough and got complacent thinking I could start paying the already dillinquent loans off finally but lost that thanks to a DUI lets just say you figure out who your friends are when you are out celebrating your birthday, and you still wind up driving home on your own.  OK that ones my fault but hell.

 Here I thought in another month that if I paid the overdue fines as I tried getting my shit together after being homeless 3 times since college and twice since the DUI while attempting to comply with all the court orders  and finally landing another good job I cant keep because of this random traffic stop on monday, I AM FUCKED I guess I have to accept that. when some judge decides to throw me in jail becaue I cant pay my debts I'll accept that too and you all voted for it so you just have to accept housing and feeding a hardcore criminal like me